Ipod Entry #1

I just need to kick this out. This feeling, whatever it is that i’m feeling, i just need to get it out. It’s been pent up inside me, and i think i could do with just one game of football. It relieves me from any negative vibes that i have. it’s like my type of marijuana. It’s my stress reliever. My mood kicker. I’m rid of any worries when i’m playing. I’m happy when i’m playing. Especially when i score a goal, it just makes me forget about every worry that i have. Every frustration, depression, and whatnot.

Somebody get me a soccerball for christmas. Oh wait, my uncle’s coming home from wherever he’s been, and i could ask for a ball along with the bag i told him to buy. Now i change my mind. Somebody get me a lot here in my village. preferrably the one near my house. That way, i could play whenever i want.

Do I sound that demanding? Well i apologize. I’m currently not in my usual state of being. I feel like shit, and i don’t think i can recover quite easily. I need to play. I need a drink. Maybe a hit, or just plainly someone who can make me happy. Anybody?

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